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oh, the cicadas are back.

2
there was a bat flying around my room last night around 4 am last night. i didn't realize that's what it was until i was mostly awake due to its constant banging into the wall. the bat was stupid, stubborn, afraid and confused. i think it came in through the chimney. it may still be somewhere in my house because i couldn't get it to leave.

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18 days until Japan. maybe then i won't feel like a useless fool anymore.